Don't Judge

Who knows what is real.
Why do people kill?

I could imagine what their reason.
Could it be, nothing in their life is pleasing?

Get out of my face, I don't need your shit.
Stick around and your ass may just get bit.

I don't like to be judged and neither do you.
Another word and your life will be through.

The world owes you nothing.
Still you think your mistreated.
If it was up to me your ass would be bleeding.

Just leave this town and never look back.
Turn your head my way and your gonna get smacked.

Its not ok for you to think.
Its not ok for you to speak.
Its not ok for you to breathe.
Its not ok for you to blink.

Your life isn't mine and for this I'm glad.
Don't even try to blame your life on your dad.

Its only your fault that you live on the streets.
Your lazy and thats why society calls you a deadbeat.

So get a a job and take care of yourself.
Only you control the hand your were dealt.

We all have the same opportunities to live a good life.
No matter how much this world caused you strife.

Lay on the curb and do nothing.
You don't have a chance.
Your just a bum.
I only spit your way, wouldn't dare take a second glance.

Society as a whole is much better than you.
Thats not saying much though.
They are pieces of shit too.
Atleast most of them don't live for the blow.

You move about only begging for change.
When the only change you need is in your pothetic life.
Why do you enjoy living this way?
Is it because its easy to have no responsibility?
You are full of fragility.

I'm feeling a little broken, damaged, and destroyed.
Like I've lost what keeps me poised.
Am I like this person in so many ways?
Just trying to find a way to pass the days.

Am I so selfish?
No care for anything or anyone.
How did I let myself get like this?
A hobo helped me to realize all I've done.

I judged him for being a drain.
When all the time I'm living my own life in vain.
I see now that we all have addictions.
Mine is distributing emotional afflictions.

I hope its not too late to receive forgiveness.
Maybe now I can live my life without regret and just for progress.
I'm sorry to all I have hurt.
I realize what brings out my worst.

It was me all along.
I bring out the worst in myself.
It was me who spoke so much wrong.
It was my choices that failed.

Love Ended

She's starting to come late.
It doesn't bother me anymore.
We're fighting everyday.
I should just walk out the door.

Its been open for a while.
I just can't seem to make it through.
Everytime I try,
She ask me why'd I say I do.

I should just leave without ever looking back.
Its really not that easy.
I want to get our love back on track.
But I'm not sure how much longer I can take this emotional beating.

We've been through alot of years.
Most have passed in anger.
We fought right through the tears.
We both knew our love was in danger.

One day we'll go our separate ways.
With nothing tying us together.
We'll both see brighter days.
Hopefully we'll both end up better.

I'll miss her and I hope she'll miss me.
Or atleast miss what we once shared.
It hurts right now but one day we will see.
Living life angry just isn't living life fair.

Too Late

I heard today that he was changing your last name.
I have only myself to blame.

I sat back and let you slip right through.
Now I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do.

I shouldn't have made you wait.
I can already hear the church bells ringing, I'm too late.

I realize the error of my ways.
I can't believe I let myself run out of days.

I shouldn't, but I wish I could stop all this.
There's so much of you I'm gonna miss.

May you have many days of happiness ahead.
I guess now I can move on, any chance for us is dead.

Its been hard loving you while holding another.
I messed up, waited too long, and now you found another lover.

He better treat you right.
He better know you need to be held at night.

You deserve the best there is.
I guess that's why I'm not him.

As long as your happy, I'll try to be.
Just remember when you see him standing at the altar,
I'll always wish it was me.